invisible power
print installation | University of California, Los Angeles, CA, 2019
During my first year as a graduate student at the University of California Los Angeles, I experienced a heightened level of harmful behaviors and thought patterns in myself that were disseminated and reinforced by the dominant culture of the program, including: the suppression of my own emotional sensibilities; deference to socio-political hierarchies, self-silencing; and other troubling behaviors that were less apparent in me in other spaces. I also noticed troubling interactions between other students in the critique space that echoed my internal experiences, including: the silencing of certain voices; the dominance of other voices; plainly prejudicial speech; and more. Using the lens of invisible power, I understood that these internal thought-patterns and external behaviors were partly a result of the many unacknowledged and unaddressed power dynamics within our group.
In response, I organized a workshop with four group members who identified themselves as having similar experiences to my own. We held the workshop outside of the critique space with the aim of equipping ourselves with strategies and tools for addressing the behavioral and psychological forms that harmful invisible power dynamics have taken in our critique group. The following day, during our critique session, all students were invited into the space where our workshop was held. The space included the tools, strategies, and resources we used within the workshop. The four students who attended the workshop had access to more knowledge about the work than the rest of the students. This situation shifted existing power dynamics and angered certain members of the group.